…ancora un anno e ci torno! =)
…e c’è chi si chiede perché io sia innamorata da 17 anni di questa città
Italian girl in Paris…almost (^ - ^)
I was 3years old and I said: “I’ll be an engineer, study and live in France!” Well, things are a little changed, but I still wanna study in France! This is the new me!..determined to go to Paris!! (PARIS FOR SURE IN 2009/2010 and maybe for the rest of my life)Archivio per crazy in love
Silvia, presidente chiaroveggente (e non ditemi che non è meglio di operaia!)
Lo so, io sposerò Bryan Adams.
Non chiedetemi come lo so.
Ma io lo so.
Io sposerò Bryan Adams.
andando a rilento
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First the good news,
It’s gonna feel very nice,
Then the bad news,
You gotta pay a heavy price,
Rip tide, we slide we ride on a deep forbidden sea,
Under we go - so slow,
And your hanging onto me,
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And I say, oh oh one more addiction in my world,
Oh one more connection to let go,
Oh floating down the river,
Out of sight forever ( from my world )
It’s the only thing I know how to do
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Reject you, but I can’t follow through,
I’d forget you, but you’d end up tappin on my back door,
Somehow I lost myself,
In a tunnel logn and black,
Somewhere, at the end, I pretend,
There’s a way of turning back
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And I say, oh oh one more addiction in my world,
Oh one more connection to let go,
Oh floating down the river,
Out of sight forever ( from my world )
It’s the only thing I know how to do
And I say, oh oh one more addiction in my world,
Oh one more connection to let go,
Oh floating down the river,
Out of sight forever ( from my world )
It’s the only thing I know how to do
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Take a breath, let it out,
All the things you frown about are meaningless of course,
Unless youre doing this for real I guess,
I meant to but, I dont know what,
Is in the way I could I say,
It’s you I bet, I wont forget,
Maybe i’m not ready yet
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And I say, oh oh one more addiction in my world,
Oh one more connection to let go,
Oh floating down the river,
Out of sight forever ( from my world )
It’s the only thing I know how to do
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And I say, oh oh one more addiction in my world,
Oh one more connection to let go,
Oh floating down the river,
Out of sight forever ( from my world )
It’s the only thing I know how to do
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Find a new one to fool
questo è quello che avrei dovuto scrivere…in realtà sono masochista ho deciso di riprovarci….sarò pazza che volete che vi dica, ma non mi voglio arrendere questa volta, non posso accettare l’idea che la prima volta che mi sono innamorata finisca così…quindi dopo 5mesi di schifo in cui, separati, si stava pure peggio ci si riprova!
Un bacio fa rumore
Alla fine dell’italia
Un bacio fa rumore
E sotto le ciglia piove già
Sei rimasto senza piu’ parole
A guardare in faccia la realtà
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Tu come fai a darti pace in questa immensità, in questa solitudine
senza fine, tu trascini la nostra vita, senza un attimo di respiro
…traballando senza fine
non staremo fuggendo la felicità?
ci ostiniamo a cercare qualcosa che non esiste,
illusi che ci sarà qualcosa di meglio,
che c’è qualcosa in cui sperare,
un sogno, un’illusione a cui aggrapparsi….
la verità è che non vogliamo accettare la verità
la verità fa male, la verità può uccidere
o peggio, la verità ti può spegnere l’anima…
è per questo che preferiamo dondolarci in questo oblio,
ma a forza di girare prima o poi cadremo
e sarà dura rialzarsi…
sarà dura ritornare in piedi
sarà dura, sarà dura
e dopo tutto questo cullarci in questo dolce
e malinconico dolore, saremo capaci di ritrovare la strada di casa?
Falling in love isn’t part of our plan
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Deep down inside I know our love will die…..
…but love without pain isn’t really romance….
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"A buon intenditor poche parole"
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Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I’m not, real
Didn’t you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why’d you turn away? Here’s what I have to say
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I was left to cry there, waiting outside there, grinning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided
Why, should I care?
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I’m starting to trip, I’m losing my grip, and I’m in this thing alone
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Am I just some chick you place beside you, to take somebody’s place?
Am I just some chick you place beside you, to take somebody’s place?
When you turn around can you recognize, my face?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn’t the case, everything wasn’t ok
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I was left to cry there, waiting outside there, grinning with a lost stare
That’s when I decided
Why, should I care?
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I’m starting to trip, I’m losing my grip, and I’m in this thing alone
That’s when I decided
Why, should I care?
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I’m starting to trip, I’m losing my grip, and I’m in this thing alone
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Crying out loud, I’m crying out, loud
Crying out loud, I’m crying out, loud
Open your eyes
Crying out loud, I’m crying out, loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
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Why, should I care?
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don’t care, then I don’t care, we’re not going anywhere
Why, should I care?
’cause you weren’t there, when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don’t care, then I don’t care, we’re not going anywhere
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Only this moment - Royksopp
cette chanson est dédiée a quelqu’un en particulier…
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Okay..
Only this (moment)
Holds us (together)
Close to (perfection)
Nothing else (out there)
No one to (guide us)
Lost in the (senses)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
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Okay..
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Only this (moment)
Holds us (together)
Lost in (confusion)
Feelings are (out there)
Scared of the (ocean)
Doubting (intentions)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
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Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
We haven’t decided
You can’t deny it’s all you’ve been waiting for
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Okay..
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Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
Your spirit’s divided
You will decide if I’m all you’ll be waiting for
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Guilt in my head
Have Been part of my twist
By the force of an angel
Revealing our fates
And our words don’t make sense and I do understand,
Falling in love isn’t part of our plan
Forces within me, makes reason with lust
But I try to accept it and not think it works
‘Cause I know I might lose you by taking a chance
But love without pain isn’t really romance
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Okay..
Only this (moment)
Holds us (together)
Close to (perfection)
Nothing else (out there)
Always (beside her)
Trusting my (senses)
Deep down inside I know i will survive
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Only this (moment)
Holds us (together)
Close to (perfection)
Nothing else (out there)
Always (beside her)
Trusting (my senses)
Deep down inside I know I will survive
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HEY EVERYBODY!!
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..yeah, i’m still alive.
i know…i didn’t write anything for a long long time,
what can i say? i’m sorry
…it has been a weird period, really hard
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ok, i’ll write a short summary:
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1- i’m so stressed…everybody is telling me to relax and take a break…but i can’t!..i’m studying all the day, trying to stay awake (sometimes i fall asleep, everywhere!), getting this fucking new job!, doing my physioterapy, training…and if i still have time also sleep!
..i don’t need a break from the routine but from life!
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2- i’m more eccentric everyday…
this is not the right place for me!..i’m almost fine only with Sarina who makes laugh so much to forget some problem..
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3- i did FCE(First Certificate of English)..
i’m optimistic but i stammered a little
during the oral part of the exam…
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4- ..i thought i was healing up,but it was just an illusion
i’m still in love
maybe it’s not love, not anymore
but it’s still something that burns inside
and make me feel so confused…
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5- i’m still keeping in touch with a lot of friends met in Bournemouth…most of all Florence and Agnes…they’re amazing, especially with heart’s problem
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here it’s late…and i haven’t finished to study yet..
*kisses
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.Just have a little patience,Still hurting from a love I lost,I’m feeling your frustration,but in any minute all the pain will stop,just hold me close inside your arms tonight,don’t be to hard on my emotion..Cause I, need time,My heart is numb has no feelingSo while I’m still healingJust try, and have a little patience
you and Paris, crawling in my veins
..sometimes you’re so damn annoying, you’re able to enter in my “Paris mood”
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sometimes you ruin everything i built
sometimes, this time no..
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sometimes you ruin everything i built
sometimes, this time no..
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Paris in my veins,
Paris in my dreams,
Paris all around me,
I AM PARIS.
Love is nothing but a sore
in these days things get more and more stange every days..
i change my mind every second, my mood changes every second
stressed, sad, depressed, angry, really angry, happy, confused..
it’s like i’m losing my balance on the tight rope…and you’re pushing me
Put it in your head, i’m NOT one of your games, i’m NOT one of the others
you have to take care of me…i’m accident prone!!
DO NOT play with me..
you were angry ’cause i wrote that i must forget you…but can’t you see i want you by the way i push you away???
it’s your lack that make me feel in this way!!! come back here again!!!
i’m becoming crazy!..what to do with this love that i’m in? i have given you all of my soul
i really need to go to Paris and leave all those things in Italy..
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They say an end can be a start Feels like I’ve been buried yet I’m still alive It’s like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don’t try to deny I’d better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can’t control They say love ain’t nothing but a sore I don’t even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don’t you know I’m so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won’t tell Whatever it is it can’t be named There’s a part of my world that’ s fading away You know I don’t want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there’s much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I’m losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please… If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know Hang on to the good days I can lean on my friends They help me going through hard times But I’m feeding the enemy I’m in league with the foe Blame me for what’s happening I can’t try, I can’t try, I can’t try… No one knows the hard times I went through If happiness came I miss the call The stormy days ain’t over I’ve tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost Now I’ve watched all my castles fall They were made of dust, after all Someday all this mess will make me laugh I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I can’t wait… If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know It’s like somebody took my place I ain’t even playing my own game The rules have changed well I didn’t know There are things in my life I can’t control I feel the chaos around me A thing I don’t try to deny I’d better learn to accept that There’s a part of my life that will go away Dark is the night, cold is the ground In the circular solitude of my heart As one who strives a hill to climb I am sure I’ll come through I don’t know how They say an end can be a start Feels like I’ve been buried yet I’m still alive I’m losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please… If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it’s all over I’ll let you know .
The kind of feeling I’ve waited so long
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Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I’m dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I’ve waited so long
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Don’t stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There’s nothing wrong with just having a little fun
We were dancing all night long
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The time is right to put my arms around you
You’re feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
Bud suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
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Ooh I don’t know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
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Sometimes I feel I’ve got to run away
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it sucks when you love someone who loves you to but has too much power on you..
when we talk, when we’re together it doesn’t matter what we’re doing, i’m the happiest person in all the world, but after…
it’s after that the problem, i can’t stand being without you
i’m not able, i really can’t
i’m addicted to you and it’s terrible
i MUST forget you, now! as soon as possible, before it’s too late
’cause i’m falling too much in love with you (IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE TOO MUCH SOMEONE?!) and i know for sure that you’re gonna break my heart and pull it to pieces
and i can’t go over that one more time, i can’t put it back AGAIN…
it sucks when you love someone who loves you to but has too much power on you..
when we talk, when we’re together it doesn’t matter what we’re doing, i’m the happiest person in all the world, but after…
it’s after that the problem, i can’t stand being without you
i’m not able, i really can’t
i’m addicted to you and it’s terrible
i MUST forget you, now! as soon as possible, before it’s too late
’cause i’m falling too much in love with you (IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE TOO MUCH SOMEONE?!) and i know for sure that you’re gonna break my heart and pull it to pieces
and i can’t go over that one more time, i can’t put it back AGAIN…
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Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
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.Sometimes I feel I’ve got toRun away I’ve got toGet awayFrom the pain that you drive into the heart of meThe love we shareSeems to go nowhereAnd I’ve lost my lightFor I toss and turn I can’t sleep at night
..my soul is made of happiness..
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Hy Crystal!!!
I’m so happy to hear somethin’ from you!
..yes, actually i’m working really hard to pass my french exam, convince my mother and take the highest score i can(i do my best)
..i’m so fucking tired!
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well, today i can’t stop singing
..i have to study, but i think it’s not gonna be easy with Marco here around me all the time, we had to go out together but he forgot to get petrol ( ^ - ^”)…
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he apologize: ” i’m thinking u all the time..so i forget any other thing!”
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..so cute and so false!
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he took me some pictures..
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(orrible for me!)
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this song is for Marco..
..and someone else(^ - ^”)
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L’odore del sesso
L’odore del sesso
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Si fa presto a cantare che il tempo
sistema le cose
Si fa un po’ meno presto a convincersi
che sia così
Io non so se è proprio amore:
faccio ancora confusione
So che sei la più brava a non andartene via
Forse ti ricordi: ero roba tua
Non va più via l’odore del sesso
che hai addosso
Si attacca qui all’amore che posso
che io posso
E ci siamo mischiati la pelle le anime
le ossa
ed appena finito ognuno ha ripreso le sue
tu che dentro sei perfetta
mentre io mi vado stretto
tu che sei così brava a rimanere mania
Forse ti ricordi sono roba tua
Non va più via l’odore del sesso
che hai addosso
si attacca qui all’amore che posso
che io posso
Non va più via davvero
Non va più via nemmeno se…
Non va più via
my first Frenglish post!
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maybe if I died, I would have more time to write..but i definitely prefer being alive!!
..however, vu que je n’ai les temps d’écrire quelque chose
je vais y poster une chanson, dédiée à quelqu’un,
un italien(2italiens..oops! (^ - ^”) ), que je viens de “fréquenter”(désolée, je sais que tu préferais croire que j’étais tombée amoureuse de toi…):
Whishing I Was There………..Natalie Imbruglia
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Take your hand,
And place it in my pocket,
Flick your eyes back in their sockets,
Put those thoughts away,
Sometimes they’re much too loud, I’ll take a breath,
And cradle your sweet head,
Should’ve stayed at home in bed,
Put that face away, I’m melting for you,
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I know. I get cold,
‘Cos I can’t leave things well alone,
Understand i’m accident prone,
Me, I get free, Every night the moon is mine,
But when the morning comes,
Don’t say you love me,
Don’t say you need me,
I really don’t think thats fair,
Boy, i’m not so dumb,
But when you leave me,
I’ll be wishing i, wishing i, wishing I was there
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I dreamt, about another girl in bed with you,
You just laughed and smiled, denied the proof,
We’re fine till I think of a problem,
I wish it made sense,
Like a joke that no one gets,
It’s a life without regret,
I want it to feel that way, forever and ever
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I know. I get cold,
‘Cos I can’t leave things well alone,
Understand i’m accident prone,
Me, I get free, Every night the moon is mine,
But when the morning comes,
Don’t say you love me,
Don’t say you need me,
I really don’t think thats fair,
Boy, i’m not so dumb,
But when you leave me,
I’ll be wishing i, wishing i, wishing I was there
‘Cos I can’t leave things well alone,
Understand i’m accident prone,
Me, I get free, Every night the moon is mine,
But when the morning comes,
Don’t say you love me,
Don’t say you need me,
I really don’t think thats fair,
Boy, i’m not so dumb,
But when you leave me,
I’ll be wishing i, wishing i, wishing I was there
I do not feel ashamed!
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if you know me just a little, you’ll know for sure
that i need lyrics to express how i feel..(and i love this, so you’re obliged to listen to the song, if you want to understand..)
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you make me change a lot..
at the beginning, even if you (fortunately!) didn’t know it, i was your “slave”
you made me feel so..alive!
..and now i grew up, i don’t need anymore always counting on you..
i can just stay all by myself..(obviously your company is agreeable..)
so all i want to say is in this song….Bitch, by Meredith Brooks
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I hate the world today
You’re so good to me
I know but I can’t change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I’m an angel
underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
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I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your health, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
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So take me as I am
This may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I’m going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won’t mean a thing
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I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your health, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
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Just when you think you’ve got me figured out
the season’s already changing
I think it’s cool you do what you do
and don’t try to save me
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I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your health, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
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I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numbed, I’m revived
can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way
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…and now you’re addicted to me..’cause i know i make you feel alive
when you’re with me skys could fall
and you would still feel like it’s a beautiful day!
..and I know that it’s true, you know that it’s true,
I can tell by the look in your eyes
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…i’m feeling the power!
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..and now i feel the power!
the world is in my hands..i HAVE the power!
it’s beautiful thinking of you while you’re trying to catch me, doing everything i want to..
..as the song said:
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“I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch you on more and more every time
When you leave i’m beggin you not to go
Call your name two,or three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How i’m feeling and my pride is the one to blame
Yeah, cause i know i don’t understand
Just how your love can do what no one else can”
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..first it was me and now you’re feeling like this…great sensation!
..POWER!
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..what can i say?..it’s not my fault..not at all
maybe just a little, i bewitched you, but..
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I’m sorry for the times that I made you scream
For the times that I killed your dreams
For the times that I made your whole world rumble
For the times that I made you cry
For the times that I told you lies
For the times that I watched and let you stumble
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It’s too bad, but that’s me
What goes around comes around, and you’ll see
That I can carry the burden of pain
’cause it ain’t the first time that a man goes insane
And when I spread my wings to embrace him for life
I’m sucking out his love,
’cause I, I’ll never be nobody’s wife
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I’m sorry for the times that I didn’t come home
Left you lyin’ in that bed alone
Was flying’ high in the sky when you needed my shoulder
You’re like a stone hanging around my neck, see
Cut it loose before it breaks my back, see
I’ve gotta say what I feel before I grow older
I’m sorry but I ain’t gonna change my ways
You know I’ve tried but I’m still the same
I’ve got to do it my way !!!
and now neither this song make me melt for you..i feel so strong and free
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La parola non ha ne’ sapore ne’ idea
ma due occhi invadenti petali d’orchidea
se non ha anima …. anima
Ti sento, la musica si muove appena
è un fuoco che mi scoppia dentro,
ti sento, un brivido lungo la schiena
un colpo che fa pieno centro!
Mi ami o no … mi ami o no …. mi ami?
Che mi resta di te, della tua poesia
mentre l’ombra del sogno lenta scivola via
se non ha anima … anima
Ti sento, bellissima statua sommersa
seduti, sdraiati, impacciati!
Ti sento atlantide isola persa,
amanti soltanto accennati !
mi ami o no … mi ami o no …. mi ami ?
Ti sento, deserto lontano miraggio
la sabbia che vuole accecarmi
ti sento, nell’aria un amore selvaggio,
vorrei incontrarti …..
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now i feel great, but i’m sure
the next days, or maybe the next week
i’ll be totally and utterly depressed..
it’s just..i don’t know, i really cannot understand
you make me feel so special ecc ecc..but i don’t wanna depend on you
i was addicted to you
i just want you to know that i’m doing this just to protect myself
you could and you still can break my heart..i don’t wanna feel torn again
anymore
..so i’m sorry but this is the only thing i can do
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to be or nor to be?
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… i thought i was ill
i thought i was crazy in love with you
i thought so many things about me and you
i did so many things for me and you
i dare things that i thought were crazy..
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you were my illness
but from a couple of days
i feel strange
different
more mature
i know what’s happening
i’m getting well
something, maybe life, maybe the time,
is curing me of love…
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and i don’t know if i wanna..
salvalasilvia